Interactive Advanced Obstetrics Ultrasound Course 2009

This course was held on 12-13th Dec 2009. The last course for year 2009. held by HKL PLOG. A very goood course full with knowledge and a good speaker from Chennai. she's a Genius!!! Very adore her knowledge. She seems to know a lot about ultrasound. I really enjoy this course. it really benefit me most.

There You'll Be

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I’ll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I’ll always see your soul
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I’ll always see your soul
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams
I’ll always see your soul
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

Twilight :New Moon

Last Saturday, me and my husband watched this phenomenal movies. Since everybody was talking about this movie, i went to tell my husband about how good to watch this movie since they said it is a romantic one. So, my husband had bought the tickets ( surprise one! never thought he would want to watch the movie). I was so happy since we were hardly have time to go out just the two of us. we were so happy just like a newly wed couple....holding hands, giggling and laughing so happy....But, the romantic ended the moment we watched the movie, it's really NOT what we had in our mind. A romantic and happy yet a gloomy love story throughout the 2 hours ++. We were like, Ok-ooo, do we really in the right place? ' cause we didn't even see the strenght in this movie yet all we could see is the a 19 y.o gurl who were waiting for his vampir boyfriend to come back to her. That's all, no fighting, no neck-bitting, no action at all.....just gloomy, sadness, nightmares....Really wasted my precious time.... anyway, the only thing that makes us happy that evening is that i bought a pair of sweet clothes and my husband bought a remote AMG merce for our dearest son...( token of appreciation for leaving him for about 5 hours...hehehe)

SMPK..oh, SMPK....

Last week ada SMPK assessment. Rasa macam tak berapa ok la pulak. tapi takpe, segala kelemahan semalam akan diperbetulkan mulai hari ni. aku dah bertekad akan buktikan yang aku adalah pekerja cemerlang. Hari ni adalah titik tolak permulaan baru dalam hidup aku. Hari ni juga hari permulaan Farul berkerja di UKMSC. so, maknanya permulaan baru bagi kami sekeluarga. harapannya, agar kami terus maju dan hasil kerja kami memuaskan. insyaAllah....Amin...

pening.....

once again i've been harassing by those %$^$%*&^ people who love to find other people weaknesses. will u be smiling if those people are actually who never do anything to even feed themselves...they just crying wolf at people who are actually trying real hard to back up the sources which nearly negative. I really had enough of this. I can yell at them, i can even laugh at them...for some reason why i didnt do this because i love my dignity, love my pride...i'd work this hard to put myself at this level and i dont think i should put myself below them or at the same level of them. i dont know why are these people are so dumb and ignorant to differentiate bad or good. Everything i've done to help are just rubbish to them. All they ever not forget are the bad thing which is not by me, by someone else but they relate it to me...out of nowhere this free amah came to rescue and support this people to curse me at my back. I can't face them anymore longer. But who would listen to my cry?? it's not that i'm guilty that i cannot face them...it's just that i lost my faith in them..i dont anyone anymore....that makes me more furious that i cant even tell anybody..even if i try, they wouldnt understand....the problem is so over the normal level which whoever at my place would go nuts. i would have go crazy if there is no afzal. Thank God Afzal is always with me. i hope i can go away from these thing and live my life without any sicken things happen in front of me...not anymore....i've been hurt too much....they're too much to handle but i will survive for the sake of my son...mama loves u so much and i would never let go the chances to be by ur side all ur life....all my life....

Afzal- day 1 09/08/08

Macam-macam hal....

Pagi tadi, ada orang datang jumpa aku. Dia cerita macam-macam pasal tanggapan orang pada kitorang kat bilik scan. Betul kata orang tua-tua, disebabkan nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga. Biasalah, manusia ni rambut sama hitam hati lain-lain. Ni bukan perkara baru. Ada yang suka mengarah, ada yang sensitif, ada yang cepat melenting, ada yang depan cakap lain, belakang cakap lain. Macam-macam. bila buat perangai bukan2, kita nak tolong cover pun dah cukup menyampah. Macam hal yang penah berlaku kat diri aku sendiri, dah la dia buat salah, kita senyap...bila kita tegur dengan baik, habis keluar maki hamun. tanya aku siapa untuk tegur dia?? Dia tahu tak carta organisasi?? apa takde akal ke dia? dia M*T, aku Peg yg bertanggung jawab jaga di bilik scan. Of course aku tanya kenapa?? habis aku di 'sial'kan.... Punya kurang didikan agama betul, bulan puasa maki aku macam tu. Walaupun aku ni dalam golongan baran, aku still lagi berjaya menjaga puasa aku. Siap lagi dia bangun and cakap nak belasah and tampar aku...Sebagai org yang berpengalaman, aku cakap la, tampar la kalau berani...Dia cakap tak guna akal. Kalau dia tampar aku kat tempat kerja, bukan setakat kerja dia aku musnahkan, aku boleh bawak dia ke mahkamah and saman malu. Bila dia tengok aku tak takut dia bangun langgar bahu aku...Owh, sungguh tak gentleman la itu orang...Aku yang perempuan ni masih lagi boleh menggunakan akal yang waras...Dia yang dikurniakan akal yg panjang....???disia-siakan... Come on, u can go to ****! Aku tak buat salah so, aku tak takut. Kalau dia nak buat hal, ramai org boleh cerita kesalahan dia yang melambak tapi org senyap sebab malas nak layan kepala botak dia yang otaknya dah kecut....

Advanced Level Ultrasound Course 2009

I'm in Ipoh now for 3 days attending an advanced course in ultrasound. Truly glad that i was allowed to go for this course this year. Actually I'm still a baby in this field. But, i just feel it is the right job for me. I'm so eager to absorb everything they teach in this course. Ultrasound is a very highly demanded nowadays. So many dctors, nurses and sonographers are here to get as much knowledge as they can including me. making new friends also not excluded from my schedule. That is me. Everywhere i go, being alone without any friend coming along is okay to me. i love making new frineds and share their experiences. I get to know some GP's who just open their own centre and eager to learn about ultrasound to widen their spec of bussiness. I'm glad they are Malaysians who are thinking way ahead. Way to go! Hopefully there will be my chance to go way ahead too...

lelaki = pemimpin

skang dah pun pagi. ngantuk tapi rasa macam nak menaip kat sini. afzal dah sepuluh bulan sekarang. alhamdulillah dia sihat.makan pun sekarang dah banyak. lega tengok dia macam tu.harap2 takde masalah lagi. dia nampak better sejak amik pneumococcal injection tu.so, aku memang berpuas hati walaupun mahal tapi nampak kesannya positif especially bila anak kita yang tu je kan...kalau boleh semua yang terbaik kita nak bagi dia. harap bila besar nanti dia akan jadi insan yang kuat fizikal dan mental. berpegang teguh pada agama Islam. mengerjakan suruhanNya dan meninggalkan laranganNya. apalagi yang aku nak dia jadi?? hmm...aku nak dia jadi lelaki yang kuat berusaha, rajin belajar dan boleh berdikari serta bijak membuat keputusan. biasalah, sebagai ibu kita sentiasa nakkan anak kita jadi yang terbaik.sebab tu nama dia 'yang terbaik'. harapan aku sebagai ibu memang tinggi. bukan untuk aku semata, tetapi untuk dia dan masa depan dia. harapan aku dia jadi apa yang kebanyakan lelaki sekarang dah lupa. KETUA. lelaki adalah ketua dan pemimpin. alhamdulillah ayahnya macam tu. harapnya, ayah dan mama dia ni dapat bimbing dia untuk ke arah tu. walau susah hidup kita, kita tak putus asa berusaha. walau senang hidup kita, kita tak bongkak dan lupa diri... harusnya, kita sentiasa tunduk dengan ilmu. bukan tunduk tu bermaksud ikut telunjuk org membabi buta.tapi tunduk dalam erti kata dalam surah Luqman. aku suka surah Luqman.banyak mengajar aku jadi MANUSIA dan pembimbing (ibu).semoga satu hari nanti aku dapat ajar afzal mengaji dan mencintai quran dan kandungannya. aku takut bila tengok sekeliling(dunia) aku, terlalu jauh manusia denganNya. jadi aku bimbang mampu ke aku membesarkan afzal dengan ilmu agama yang secukupnya? hanya padaNya aku bermohon setiap kali solat. semoga sentiasa bernaung di bawahNya. sejak jadi ibu, aku terlalu berhati2. bimbang apa yang aku taknak berlaku dalam hidup aku. walaupun org kata jaga anak perempuan susah, bagi aku anak lelaki pun tak beza.

Afzal,
harapan mama, mama dapat bersama afzal, dapat besarkan afzal dengan ilmu yang Allah berikan pada mama. mama nak Afzal ingat hidup ni umpama pentas yang akhirnya akan sampai ke penghujungnya. baik atau tidak pengakhirannya, kita yang menentukan dengan akal , ilmu dan iman yang Allah kurniakan. pandai2 Afzal untuk merencanakan pengakhirannya. Afzal sebagai lelaki atau PEMIMPIN, seharusnya faham apa yang mama cuba sampaikan. Afzal akan faham bila sampai masanya.....

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