I'm Going To Abex!

I'd just accept an offer from Abex as an application specialist in cardiac. Soon i'll be leaving my lovely friends in PPUKM. I'm going to miss all the sweet memories with them.They are all nice to me all these years. The professors, specialists, specialist-to-be's , the houseman, officers, sonographers, staff nurses, clinic assistants, ppukm nannies, guards and each and everyone I know. It's hard to believe that I am going to leave this centre as I truly love working as a sonographer here. But, there is something that makes me have to go on. If it means I have to go somewhere else, I have to do so. For me, for my husband, for my son and for my family. To change my destiny for the best of all.

Interview @ Abex!

Next Monday I will have an interview for Application Specialist. Dunno what and how to prepare myself for the interview.

Things To Do:

1. Resume CHECKED
2. i/c photo CHECKED
3. nice and proper attire CHECKED
4. certficates CHECKED
5. self confidence NOT YET...hehehe...
6. lastly, pray from you guys!

OMG! My computer crashed again!

My computer crashed again for the second time since 2006! Arghh! The PTM said he only need one day to repair it. One day without my beloved computer (Not exactly mine, but sort of...hehe), I'm gonna be lonely... Now I'm using my friend's computer. But of course it won't feel the same way I feel when I use my own computer.....:o(

O where O where has my CD gone....~

Am i too old or what? I just lost my valuable CD which I saved all the NT images and my best 3D images. Feel like crying out loud! I don't know what happen to me lately. I could easily forget things that I touch 5 minutes before. What should I do?

I'm Going to ISUOG!

Well going to IUSOG is one of my target this year. Alhamdulillah I manage to get fees sponsored by Toshiba and manage to save some money for return air tickets and lodging. I should be happy and excited about this but, all I can think of right now is how can I live away from my baby son. Never leave more than 2 days but now I have to send him to his grandma's house for 5 days which means I have to sleep without him for 5 nights. I almost cry this morning. I'm so not happy to have to leave him . All I can do is praying hoping that I'll be fine. I know he'll be fine with his grandma. But it's me I'm worried about. I've had a fever before when I left him with my sister for only 1 night. What can go worser than this?

Still lot of things to be settled....

After 3 days holiday, my body still aches here and there. Too many things to be done, yet too little space and time to do everything that i should do. I'd just spent my 'cuti wilayah' just to renew my passport which is not overdue yet but it is going to be overdued on the day i should be in Singapore. Meaning, i still have to renew on the very busiest day which is yesterday. My husband and my baby boy had spent the rest of the day sleeping in our national car in car park because waiting for me is just a boring thing for my energetic baby and tiring for my lovely supportive husband to make sure our son in his sight. It took me 3 hours just to q up in a loooooong line to use the kiosk which is said to be convenient. Which boils up my temper when it jammed because of overworked!Arghhh! But the Immigration personel managed to work it up. Thanks to them! Very-very much! To see so many people got rejected due to some technical problems really made me shivers caise i don't want to q up anymore for manual procedures. It was way too tiring! Duh! But Alhamdulillah, everything went fine until I decided to have lunch in Secret Recipe which we didn't find it any in Bangi after driving around for about 1 hour searching for it. So, it was Mc D again within 3 days...Not a good eating habits, I know! Then we rushed back to the Office to collect my passport and it took me 1 hour to wait for 40 peolpe in front me to collect theirs. Finally, at 4.15pm, I managed to get my new passport. Alhamdulillah. I quickly went to the prking lot and saw may husband and my baby both were in a deep sleep regardless the heat outside. Thank God for a good air condition system in our National Car! We headed back with 'mission accomplished mode' but at that point of time, I actually forgot about my baby's routine check up....well, it never end...responsibility goes on and on....they're never ends......

The Secret

Last few weeks was a total disaster for me. But it was! It will never be again! I'm starting a fresh new life and a fresh new me. I'd always think hard before and now i'm thinking simple and easy. My husband did help me in this. When i had a shower yesterday evening, I'd just remembered about what my husband had once told me while we were wacthing The Secret "Things happens the way we think it could happens". I'd never really think about it until that day. I think people are #$%^ and what i see then is people around me are acting like #$%^. I told my husband before that i can't bear any longer where i'm starting to loose my edge. I'm starting to act like them, negative in every way possible. He knew me as a person who always enjoy life, a joyful person who he wanted to be with for the rest of his life. But now, it's different where he is the one who has make me laugh and cheer me up. He knew very well what had happened to me and how was it happened. So, without wasting any time, i asked him "do you still have the The Secret DVD?". He wondered but told me that he kept it somewhere he can't recall. So, it took him more than 15 minutes to find out it was actually in my chest drawer. "haha"....so, i hurrily finished everything i was doing at that point of time and watch the DVD. To my surprised, my husband was sitting next to me watching together the DVD that he had watched a couple of times before. He is a very supportive soul mate! So, i took my baby boy to watch it together as a family. I knew that he won't understand anything. But, all i wanted to do is doing the positive thing and i want him to be with us doing it. so, it took about an hour or so. While we were watching, i knew that people were wondering why these three people were so excited watching it. But, i just continue watching it until i found that i really found what i should have found earlier. And i thank to my husband for being there for me and for being positive which encourage me to be positive in every way possible. So, after watching the video, I cooked a simple dinner. And i told my husband this thing gonna have to end. I don't want to live in anger or unsatisfied for the rest of my life. All i wanted to do is living this life happily as we were when we both met. Everything in a right shape. So, he told me to stop take thing negatively. take everything positively. Although people are meant to be mean at us, we just let them chew those thing to themselves. we just do the right things we wanted to do and realise all our dreams at the same time never let people look down on us and be nice to them as if there is nothing going on. It's kinda hard but, with him by my side i knew i'll did it! so, i stop thinking negative, i started thingking positive. I woke up early, drive my son and me to work. breastfeed him and have a nice breakfast with my friend. and now here i am, typing this thing to let people know that this is the new me and i'm going to rock this world with my energy, my thoughts and my positive aura.